What does it look like?

I got to thinking today about what pain and incest look like and how to describe it to someone with no experience to it at all.

I'm not sure I can tell anyone what it looks like, and what I may say might make any sense to the common outsider but I will try for myself anyways.

It looks

dark
unknown (despite happening all the time)
scary
cold
painful
dirty water reminds me of incest
tears
rainy day
nasty bathroom
someone drowning

Reading these out loud I know people will be scratching their heads and going "huh?". I'm not really sure why I picked some of these I just let pictures come to mind.

I said dirty water because I felt dirty all those years. It looks like tears and its painful. Rainy day because your vision is clouded, its cold, rain usually makes people run for cover or take an umbrella out for protection, how I only wish I had some protection against this man.
Nasty bathroom just simply because you feel nasty and don't want to be there or go there. I said someone drowning because I felt I was drowning all those years, and no one could help me because I didn't tell anyone.